We just can't get enough!

Monthly Archives: April 2014

Image

 

Saint Ford has worked hard to achieve her childhood dream of becoming of nurse. Focused on her work and devoted to her patients, there’s no room for love. She doesn’t need a guy making waves in her calm, serene life—especially when he’s the unforgettable hottie who nearly destroyed her in high school. Dark, brooding Nash Donovan might not remember her or the terrible pain he caused. But he turned her world upside down . . . and now he’s trying to do it again.

Saint has no idea that Nash isn’t the cocky player he once was. Uncovering a devastating family secret has rocked his world, and now he’s struggling to figure out his future. He can’t be distracted by the pretty nurse he seems to meet everywhere. Still, he can’t ignore the sparks that fly between them—or how she seems so desperate to get away from him. But the funny, sweet, and drop-dead gorgeous Saint is far too amazing to give up on—especially since she’s the only thing in his life that seems to make sense.

When Nash discovers the truth about their past, he realizes he may have lost her heart before he could even fight for it. Now, Saint has to decide: is Nash worth risking herself for all over again?

 

Book Heaux Rating: 4 Stars!

There’s nothing I love more than being completely in love with a book series. Marked Men is definitely one of the series that I absolutely love. Not do I always love the new boys that I meet, but it also gives me the opportunity to check in on the other boys that I love. Jay Crownover has the remarkable talent of developing her characters so well that you become completely invested in their story. Nash is a beautiful story, just like the other Marked Men, Nash knows just how to love a woman and accept her for everything that she is. With every book I think that Jay won’t be able to create the same magic, but she always does! I can’t wait to read Rowdy’s story!

ImageImageImage

 


Just one More Breath

 

Release Date: 6/9/2014

Synopsis:  What would you do if you’ve lost everything? If the reason you woke up in the morning no longer existed? If life dealt you a blow so devastating that something as simple as breathing was just too painful, how would you find the strength to go on?

Nicole Miller was happy, busy with her family and her dream job. Life was perfect. When tragedy struck, she succumbed to her devastating loss and crumbled under the heavy weight of her despair. She didn’t know where to find the strength to keep going.

Divorce Attorney, Shawn Burns had seen too many destroyed marriages to believe that happily ever after actually existed. By avoiding commitment, he remained aloof, and most importantly, unattached. Nicole, Shawn’s old college friend, is the only woman that he would ever be willing to give his heart to, but she was married to someone else…

Some friendships survive under stress. Some do not. Can Shawn, provide the healing balm for his friend’s soul? Will Nicole ever be able to find hope, forgiveness, or love for her desolate heart?

 

Here is the link to her prologue: http://wp.me/p4unx4-8


Chapter One

Seven Days Earlier

~*~*~*~*~

 

I was on my third circular pace around the living room. Every few steps, I stopped and took a look at my watch. The moment I had been dreading for the last few weeks was rapidly approaching, and with every passing minute, the sinking feeling in my stomach worsened.

Snap out of it, Nicole, you’ve had two weeks to prepare for this. I tried my best to pull it together as I walked over to the steps leading to the second floor of my house.

“Jax, are you ready?” I yelled, shooting a nervous glance to the wall clock. I could hear movements and fumbling coming from my ten-year-old son’s bedroom, before he finally responded in a strained little voice, “Yes, Mom, I’m fully dressed and waiting. All I have to do is put on my shoes.”

My eyebrow raised and I let out a doubtful, “Ha!” I heard the words from my son, but I didn’t believe them. Jax being fully dressed without my constant nagging and threats of video game privileges being taken away seemed virtually impossible. He was too easily distracted. I was willing to bet a pretty penny that when I entered his room, he would still be in his underclothes staring off into space, entranced by something silly.

On a normal day I would let him be, but today wasn’t a normal day. It was the first day of a court-ordered visitation schedule that allowed my estranged husband, Jaxson, to take our son every other weekend, alternating holidays, and half of the summer. As I considered the circumstances, I shook my head in complete and utter disgust. My life had become a shit show.

I had been confident in the bond I’d shared with my husband and the depth of our love. I’d believed in the vows that we took before God, our family and close friends. And, above all else, I’d been positive that Jaxson felt as strongly as I did about bringing our son up in a stable, two-parent home. Jaxson Senior and I were high school sweethearts; we met in English class, I had been sitting in the corner minding my own business when he approached me.

“Hey, Nicole, did you finish the reading assignment?” he asked randomly.

I was shocked; we sat next to each other for two months and never uttered a word to each other. I didn’t even think he knew my name. “I did, and I also saw the movie version a long time ago, so I’m ready for the test.”

Jaxson let out a long sigh. “I didn’t get to finish it. Do you think you could give me a quick rundown? Enough information so I can wing it on the essay questions?”

I saw the desperation in his eyes. “Yeah, sure,” I replied kindly.

“Oh my God, thank you so much. I really want to get an A in this class. I’m trying to keep my GPA high,” he exclaimed.

“Don’t worry, I got you,” I said with a smile. This was how it began; this was my first encounter with the man that would eventually change my life forever. We connected over the last two chapters of “Of Mice and Men.” We became good friends after that day, and weeks later, he asked me to be his girlfriend.

Our parents weren’t thrilled about us being serious at such a young age. They believed that fifteen-year-old children should be focused on school and not relationships. We convinced our parents that dating wouldn’t interfere with our schoolwork and asked for a chance to prove that we could handle both. With every passing semester, Jaxson and I stayed true to our word, and continuously made the honor roll. Soon our parents became more accepting of our connection, and granted us opportunities to go on unsupervised dates. With a few rules of course; no closed doors allowed, no getting home after dark, and absolutely no sleepovers.

Although Jaxson was a very attractive guy with many girls vying for his attention, he was surprisingly inexperienced when it came to girls. We were each other’s first everything. First love, first kiss, and on Valentine’s Day, right after my sixteenth birthday, Jaxson booked us a hotel room for the day and we had sex for the very first time. It had been perfect. And like most horny teenagers, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other…in private that was.

By senior year, we had a stack of College acceptance letters along with many scholarship opportunities. It seemed as if our biggest hurdle would be finding a way to stay together while attending separate universities. Boy, were we wrong. Our plans came to a screeching halt when I found out that I was pregnant.

Our parents were devastated, because their two children, who had so much promise, were becoming parents at a time when they should be in College. This time was distressing to say the least. Our parents sat down and talked. They decided that they didn’t want us to become statistics.

When the baby was born, his grandparents stepped up to the plate and offered help with Jaxson Junior, or “Jax” as we called him. With the outpouring of financial aid and childcare support from both of our families, Jaxson and I were able to attend College fulltime and obtain Bachelor Degrees. After I crossed the stage to collect my degree, Jaxson greeted me in the aisle down on one knee, with Jax perched on his side, asking for my hand in marriage.

We overcame the odds and became very successful professionally, both obtaining a master’s degree. I opened the At Risk Teen Center for girls at risk of becoming teenage mothers, and Jaxsonbecame Vice President of a Foreign Currency Exchange Firm.

We were legally separated now, after five years of marriage. It had seemed that in a few short weeks, our marriage went from happy and strong, to miserable and completely unhealthy. Jaxson constantly picked fights with me and stormed out of the house at all hours of the night. To this day, I still don’t understand why. Then one day, he stood in the middle of dinner and announced that he was moving out.

As I ascended the steps, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. My outward appearance was still the same; mocha-colored skin, curvy, tightly curled hair, and uniquely colored eyes. However, inside I felt hollow and broken. I was a twenty-eight-year-old, soon-to-be-divorced single mother. I let out a derisive chuckle and shook my head.

When I made it up to Jax’s room, I saw my baby boy sitting on the edge of his bed looking out the window. My heart melted. The sight of my son could bring me back from the depths of despair and make me feel complete. I rounded the bed and said, “Hey, baby boy, is everything okay?”

His worrisome look made me frown. I pulled him up into a big hug and he laid his head on my stomach, squeezing me tight. When I felt the brush of Jax’s hand in my hair, I knew for sure something was bothering him. Ever since he was a few months old, Jax found comfort in running his fingers through the silky curled strands of my hair whenever he was distressed.

“What’s the matter, baby boy? Are you not happy to see your dad today?” I asked. Jax shrugged one shoulder and gave me a pained look. “I don’t know.” His little voice was so soft I could barely hear it.

I furrowed my brow. “What’s wrong? Tell me,” I insisted. Then I pulled him over to his bed and made him sit on my lap. Jax took a deep breath and continued running his small fingers through my hair. “I’m excited to see Daddy, but I don’t want you to be sad and lonely, Mommy. I know you will miss me.”

His words sliced right through my heart, and I squeezed him tighter. Jax was absolutely right. For the next three days, I would miss my son with every fiber of my being. Jax had kept me company every day since Jaxson left. We talked about our days, did grocery shopping together, watched movies, and grabbed bites to eat. Most nights, Jax even slept in my bed. Although his assumption was correct, I didn’t want him worrying about me. As much as I hated to admit it, Jax needed to spend time with his father. I put on a brave face as I spoke to my son.

“I will miss you, my love, but you’re coming home on Monday. That’s only three sleeps away. I’m okay with it, and I’m happy you’re spending time with your daddy,” I said as I gently kissed his cheek.Jax gazed up at me, trying to figure out if I meant what I said. I offered him a reassuring smile. “Now come on, let’s get your bag. The sooner you leave, the sooner you come back. I just need you to make me one promise,” I said, as we both stood and made our way toward the door.

“What’s that, Mommy?” Jax asked curiously.

“Don’t grow too much this weekend; I won’t be able to handle it if you came home on Monday with a mustache and a deep voice.” Giggles filled the room and I leaned down and planted a kiss on his forehead, before we continued down to the front door.

I became overwhelmed with dread as we waited on the steps for Jaxson to show up. Occasionally, my mind would conjure thoughts of this all ending happily. Maybe Jaxson would approach me, begging for forgiveness and ask to come back home. I shook my head, silently reprimanding myself for thinking such nonsense. The man I married disappeared a long time ago and there was no way in hell I would let the stranger who replaced him back into my life, or bed for that matter.

Five minutes later, Jaxson pulled up in a brand new BMW x5. I shook my head in utter disbelief and mumbled under my breath, “Flashy idiot.”

I gave Jax another huge hug, a few more kisses, and sent him off to his father. Jax moved toward the vehicle. Then I noticed a falter in his stride. Concerned, I went over to see what was wrong. When I glanced into the car, I instantly knew what the problem was. There was a girl who looked no older than twenty-one sitting in the passenger seat. Unbelievable! Is this guy for real?

Frustrated, I turned towards my son. “Jax, wait in the house while Mommy has a quick talk with your dad.”

Jax seemed disappointed. Unfortunately, he had experienced many fights between us, and could sense when one was about to happen. He hated it when we argued, but knew there was nothing he could do to prevent it. Usually when we fought, he would leave the room and head to the nearest television.

When Jaxson saw his son walk back into the house, he got out of the car and walked onto the sidewalk. “Is there a problem, Nicole?” he asked intimidatingly. “I don’t have time for your games.”

I shook my head in disbelief. Wow. No hello, no good morning, nothing? It was hard to believe that this was the man I was once in love with. I pulled myself together and answered Jaxson with equal aggression.

“Yes, Jaxson there is a problem! Today is your first visit with our son, and you brought a woman with you,” I yelled.

He smirked and slowly shook his head. “Let’s not make this about our son, Nicole. Let’s call a spade, a spade. You’re jealous because I’ve moved on so quickly.” He let out a smug chuckle and shrugged his shoulders. “I knew this would happen.”

The look on his face pissed me off and I flew into a rage. “Jealous? What is there for me to be jealous of? I could care less about what you do with your life, Jaxson. Unlike you, I’m only concerned with our son and who or what he is exposed to.”

His chuckle turned into a jeering laughter. Deep, from the pit of his stomach. “Yeah, whatever.” He rolled his eyes. “You probably thought I would come here suggesting we get back together. Sorry, cakes, I’ve got a new younger girl now, and the three of us are going to spend the day at the Country Club. As a family.”

His words hit me right in the pit of my stomach. Somehow I was able to hold onto my dignity and not burst into tears. I decided to ignore the rest of the crap spewing out of his mouth. “I just thought you would use your head. It’s too soon to introduce our son to your new toy. Most people don’t introduce their kids to someone unless they’re serious about the person, Jaxson.”

Jaxson’s stance shifted to one of pure dominance and manipulation. “Look, Nicole, this isn’t up for discussion. It’s my time with Jax and I get to spend it with him however I see fit. If you have a problem with this then you need to take it up with the judge the next time we go to court,” he snarled.

His words left me feeling crushed. Because the visitation was court mandated, I had to abide by the law, and not my gut. At least for now. Without any further argument, I went inside to get Jax. When I walked through the front door, I saw Jax sitting on the couch watching The Cartoon Network. My first instinct was to lock the front door and tell Jaxson to and leave my son and me the hell alone. But that would only amplify this already horrible situation.

“Baby, you’re still going with daddy and his friend,” I said reluctantly.

Jax seemed confused and his voice shook as he spoke. “Mommy?” he whispered.

“Yes, baby,” I replied.

“Is that lady Daddy’s new girlfriend?” he asked unhappily.

His question made my blood boil. I was enraged that Jaxson wasn’t answering these questions. As usual, the burden was on me. “Yes, baby, the lady in the car is Daddy’s new girlfriend.”

Jax’s shoulders slumped when he heard my words, further breaking my heart. “So does that mean he has a new family now? What about us?”

I took in a sharp breath, fighting back the tears that threatened. “Don’t worry about us, sweetie, we will be fine. Everything will be fine, but if you need me at any time this weekend…don’t hesitate to call me, okay?”

He nodded but I could tell he wasn’t very happy. I didn’t feel comfortable sending Jax away in such a sad mood; I knew I had to perk him up a little bit before he left. I kneeled down to Jax’s eye level.“You know what? I know exactly how to fix this,” I said thoughtfully. His eyes brightened with curiosity in what plan I had up my sleeve. “I’m going to get you your own cell phone today,” I said excitedly. “So we can call and text each other any time we want when we are not together.”

Jax jumped up and down with delight. “Oh! Mommy! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!” he exclaimed. “I know exactly which phone I want.”

“Oh yeah? And what phone might that be?” I asked fascinated.

“Can you get me a Samsung Galaxy Note?” he asked with a huge grin.

“Oh Jesus, I’ll see Jax, but I honestly don’t think you need something so extravagant,” I said, running my hand through his curly hair.

Jax started to convince me of all the pros of getting him a fancy phone, but I cut him off.

“I’ll think about it, baby boy. I don’t want you to keep your dad waiting. Remember what I said. Call me if you need me, and I will see you Monday. I love you.”

“I love you too, Mommy,” Jax said and smiled.

I gave him one more kiss on the forehead, and got a quick whiff of his hair as he headed out of the door. Before he was out of my eyesight, Jax said one more thing, “Mom? Can you at least get me a phone that I can play Candy Crush on?”

I smiled, nodded, and with that he was gone.


18679678

 

A man never wanted a woman as much as he wants her.

Merrick Rocha is the kind of man who makes a woman yearn for more. And for Rachael DeSalvo, he’s the kind of man who could easily fit into her picture of happily-ever-after. With each touch, each kiss, her body is thrilled as she never knows what to expect next. Their wedding day-and night-are no exception.

Now, as they come together as one, free to trust as deeply as their bodies connect, Rachael is finally ready to . . . 

Book Dame’s review 4.5 stars

This series went by too fast. I love the wedding, it was beautiful. But I wanted more, I feel like there’s a whole between this novella and the last book. I want more, I want to know every detail. Still I was very happy to finally get their HEA. Kelli really wrapped up their relationship nicely, bring it full circle. But we are getting more right???? I’ll even take Joan’s story!! lol

 

http://www.amazon.com/Take-This-Man-Give-Novella-ebook/dp/B00I30RCUA/ref=sr_1_2?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1397758336&sr=1-2&keywords=take+this+man


17279511

The past will always find you.

Jos Archer was the girl with the perfect life; until the night it all came crashing down around her. Now, nine months later, she still hasn’t begun to pick up the pieces. Even transferring to a new college and living under the watchful eye of her older sister, Renee, isn’t enough to help her feel normal again.

And then she meets Dusty Sharp. For reasons Jos can’t begin to fathom, the newly reformed campus bad boy seems determined to draw her out of her shell. And if she’s not careful, his knowing green eyes and wicked smile will make her feel things she’s no longer sure she deserves.

But even as Dusty coaxes Jos to open up about the past, he’s hiding secrets of his own. Secrets about the night her old life fell apart. When the truth is finally revealed, will it bring them closer together;or tear them apart for good?

 

Book Dame Rating 3 Stars

I don’t like giving negative reviews. I realize authors spend hours pour them selves into the pages. I did finish this book and I like the story idea. It just fell flat to me. There was no real emotion, this story had a build up and in the end I was disappointed. I felt like this story could of really taken off. Instead it just scratched the surface. I also kept getting all the extra characters confused. I really don’t know why there was seven other characters living in the house, then the author brought in more. I don’t know I was disappointed, I felt like this story could of been so much more….

 

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/my-sweetest-escape-chelsea-m-cameron/1115951602?ean=9781460325384

 

http://www.amazon.com/Sweetest-Escape-Hqn-Chelsea-Cameron-ebook/dp/B00F12GZQU/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&sr=&qid=


17383763

Silence is only skin deep.

Nineteen year old Daniel Colton is the guy all the girls want to date, and the man all the guys want to be. Moody, with an explosive temper, closed off and sullen, he’s also beautiful, tatted in delicious ways, with a pierced eyebrow and spiky black hair. It’s rumoured he has piercings in other places, too. Is he really mad, bad and dangerous to know?

Daniel lives with his older brother, Zef, and their home is party central. You want drugs, a good time, liquor, no questions asked? Colton’s is the place to go.

When Daniel and good girl Lisanne Maclaine have to work together on an assignment, Lisanne finds there’s a lot more to the college’s bad boy than his reputation. He’s intelligent and funny and good company. And then she discovers his secret, why he’s so closed off to everyone, and determined to keep people at arms’ length. But being his secret-keeper is harder than she ever dreamed.

 

Feisty’s Review – 5 stars!!

Of course this book gets 5 stars, Jane wrote it!  🙂  I can’t say much because if I do, I will give away too much and I wouldn’t dream of spoiling anything.  But wow, just wow!!  It’s sometimes hard for me read the YA books where the main characters are nineteen and act like they are my age – you know, late 30s early 40s…  around there!  But leave it to Jane to make me love it!  Of course!  We all know I’m a fan girl and I bug her frequently.  She’s so cool because she lets me bother her and she is always gracious about it!  However, I digress – onto the story.

Daniel Colton is of course gorgeous and tatted and very mysterious.  And completely closed off.  He doesn’t let anyone get close to him and he doesn’t trust anyone.  Until he’s paired with sweet Lisanne Maclaine for a class project.  She finds out he’s smart, and funny and very caring.  She also finds out his secret he hides so well.  And so begins their dance.  They become friends first, then he really begins to trust her and he wants to be with her.  He finds great comfort in her.  And she in him.  He helps her blossom into the strong woman she is destined to become.  She is wonderful with him and for him.  She’s patient and kind and brings him out of his shell and back into life.  The need they have for each other is beautiful.  They fight hard and love even harder.  There is no doubt these two will stand the test of time.  Daniel can’t live without her.  Really he can’t!

“I’m not trying to fix you, Daniel. I just want you to be happy. I love you just the way you are”
“Because you’re kind, and good, and sweet, and funny. Because I feel happy when I am with you. You make me feel protected, safe. You’re everything” – Lisanne aka Baby doll

“Thank you for being you. Thank you for putting up with my punk ass – for being in my life.” – Daniel

Daniel is definitely the main character.  Everything evolves around him and his story.  We get both POVs which I love.  I get frustrated sometimes when I read and I only get the heroine’s POV – I always want to know what the man is thinking!  And boy do we get Daniel’s POV – he holds nothing back.  He has a very dirty mouth that drives Lisanne crazy, in a good way of course!  The secondary characters are great fun!  Lisanne’s younger brother loves Daniel as you can imagine.  Her parents, well, they take some time to come around.  It’s a wonderful story where again, Jane takes you on a journey of discovery and you learn a little about yourself in the process.  How would you treat someone in this situation?  Would you make fun or would you treat them the same as you would anyone else?  She does a fantastic job of causing you to enjoy and fall in love with the characters all the while teaching you something about yourself and others.  You have to read this book because I LOVE THIS AUTHOR!  Take the ride with Daniel and Baby doll, you won’t be sorry!!


18929979

 

After eight years in prison, twenty-four year old Jordan Kane is the man everyone loves to hate.

Forced to return to his hometown while on parole, Jordan soon learns that this small town hasn’t changed since he was carted off to juvie all those years ago. He is the local pariah, shunned by everyone, including his own parents. But their hatred of him doesn’t even come close to the loathing he feels every time he looks in the mirror.

Working odd jobs for the preacher lady, Jordan bides his time before he can leave this backwards town. But can distance erase the memories that haunt him? Trapped in the prison of his own mind Jordan wonders if the pain of living will ever subside?

Torrey Delaney is new in town and certainly doesn’t behave in a way the locals believe a preacher’s daughter should. Her reputation for casual hook-ups and meaningless sex is the talk of the town. Add that to her budding friendship with the hardened ex-con handyman, and the good Reverend is less than thrilled with her estranged daughter’s path.

As friendship forms, is it possible for two damaged people who are afraid to love take their relationship to the next level? Can Torrey live with Jordan’s demons, and can Jordan break through Torrey’s walls? With the disapproval of a small town weighing heavily on them, will they find their place in the world? Can they struggle against the odds, or will their world be viciously shattered?

Is love a life sentence?

 

Feisty – 5 plus stars!!

First of all, anything Jane writes, I will read willingly and read it fast!  There’s something about her writing that gets to me every time.  Some of her books start out slowly and you think, “this is good” and then it grabs you and you realize you can’t stand doing anything but be in the world she has created and not reading is NOT an option.  Others grab you instantly.  For me, LIFERS was the kind that slowly works it’s way into you and doesn’t let go.  I read this book weeks ago and I’m still thinking about it.

Jordan Kane is one of the sweetest, most wonderful characters I have read about.  He is so cute and you want to just hug him and squeeze him – among other things….  But really, he’s just so sweet and so unsure of himself that you want nothing more than to show him he is worthy of life and of love and of anything good that comes his way.  He’s been in prison for 8 years and he really doesn’t know how to function in life on the outside.

“In prison I’d kept to myself; out here, I didn’t know what the boundaries were anymore.  It was a game of life where I didn’t know the rules and couldn’t work them out –  and I was losing.  Big time.”

Torrey Delaney is a 24 year old who has a college education and has hit a dead end due to circumstances at her previous job.  She’s at a turning point in her life and she needs to find out which way to go.

“Waiting tables wasn’t exactly my dream job, and not where I thought I would be at 24 years of age with an expensive college degree several years behind me.”

When the two meet, Torrey is immediately attracted to Jordan.  She doesn’t know who he is or what he’s done.  All she sees is a shy, very good looking guy who she wants to get to know.   Ultimately when she finds out his story, she doesn’t care.  She doesn’t judge him at all.  Torrey wants to be there for him and let him know that she cares about him.

“Here, everyone knows my story and has decided I’m trash.”  “Except me,” she said.

Torrey’s mom is the town’s minister and she runs the church.  She is the only one who will give Jordan a job.  The town is horrible to him and the people are either ignoring him or harassing him.  Jordan and Torrey’s friendship starts out slow and there is instant attraction but not instant love.  It slowly builds as time goes on and their trust of one another deepens.

“You’re not alone now,” she said.  And I felt it.  I felt it in her words, in her voice and in her body.  I closed my eyes.  I WASN’T ALONE ANYMORE.   – Jordan Kane

When I was with her, for the first time in a long while, I didn’t feel judged. I couldn’t figure out why, but she seemed to accept me for who I was. Not that I knew what that meant anymore, but she made me feel alive.  –  Jordan

I could quote this book all day long.  Because it is one of the sweetest stories I’ve read.  Jordan’s parents are awful to him, just like everyone else.  And Torrey rescues him from so much.  And he rescues her just as much.  Their love is slow in coming but when it does, you know and feel that it’s forever.

“I love you.” I said. “What we have, you and me, it’s what I thought love should be, but I’d stopped believing it existed.”  – Jordan

This book started out slowly for me, but it picked up and never let go.  It’s such a beautiful story and it really makes you think.  At least it really made me think and made me think about how we look at people and assume we know their story and really, most of the time, we have no idea.  We have no idea what someone has been through to get to where they are.  And we have no idea the struggles some may be going through.  Please read LIFERS, you will not be disappointed and you can become a fan girl of Jane Harvey-Berrick just like me!